what a chump
bite my shiny metal ass

sometimes i wish the internet was like those progressive commercials

where youre in a whole new world and you can see people and thatd be freaking awesome

Posted
10 months ago

long shit im soz

i always feel depressed, like i want to cut myself (at the least). All the other girls are doing it, right? i always see these stories about these people who killed themselves and I see how their family and friends are absolutely devistated. I pull a smile through all the bullshit i have to live through because i know that there are worse cases and that somebody may love me. and to crush someone’s soul like that kills me. especially when they love me.
ive told my mom i felt depressed and she laughed at me, insisting i was asking for attention or i “didnt want to sleep”
no
I remember that video. harry styles has said “ive always wanted to be one of those people that dont really care about what other people think of them, but i just dont think that i am”. That quote is the most acurate description of me i have ever read because i take everything to the heart, too scared to ask about the truth. all i want to know is the good things because the bad things tear me down like a loose tent in the wind. Like a plate on the edge of the table. Like a gone wrong building you made with sticks that you were so proud of, but it tumbled so easily because it was fragile. Because i am that loose tent. i am that plate at the edge of the table. i am that creation that you were once so proud of. for, I am fragile.
every morning i step up to the mirror and look at myself. i see the good inside and out and i tell myself because i deserve to know. but sometimes i have those days. i think everyone does. if i cant or refuse to see anything good, then i force myself to see the worst. i get naked, yes, buck naked and i stare at myself. what if i had cuts. what if i was pale, thin, absolutely disgusted of myself so much that i couldnt bear to let anyone see me as i am. what if i had a paleish purple skin or a thin bruise wrapped around my neck from my own, and other people’s, asenine choices. Because how dare i ever let anyone rule my life like that so much that i damage myself when they havent even laid a finger on me.
Because I AM beautiful. i dont give a shit what you say or what your almighty god says or what your fucked up society thinks. i am fucking gorgeous and anyone who objects to my beliefs can go fuck off because they dont deserve to know me, to get a reaction. to be my friend.

Posted
10 months ago
"We have a choice. To live or to exist"

"We have a choice. To live or to exist"

Posted
10 months ago
""i cant buy tickets to the concert this year""

""i cant buy tickets to the concert this year""

Posted
10 months ago

louis what have u done to me

Posted
1 year ago

Harry what r u doing

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Posted
1 year ago

you have GOT to watch this

Posted
1 year ago
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